Hey, I was totally looking at my entry "what is love?" from two years ago and it's so funny how life's changed.

So, "Math Man" also known as Dylan had a girlfriend the ENTIRE TIME....yeah. He's a good guy, I spent the entire of socials class with him last year and he's a witty nice guy. But really, I never had feelings for him. It sucks because we don't have any classes together this year, but he doesn't get along with some of my friends and he can be a bit of a mean guy. So Math Man was never really my sha-bang, I think I just liked the fact I could flirt and he'd flirt back. He made math pretty interesting again, luckily, I shall never darken math's door step again.

As for "Band Boy"....he quit band the next year and OH MY GOD that final concert of grade ten I wanted to tell him so badly! Luckily I didn't. I spent the entire summer slowly forgetting him. I came to grade eleven crush free and all happy...Then I joined choir and I was in the alto section. Never saw him besides a glance. I started to feel myself fall again. But I'm a strong woman, I could stare at him and drool, then go on with my life. Then, my friend went to the soprano section and after a little while I joined her. It was totally awesome, I got to sing the melody and it was easy to follow the music....and I say right behind Band Boy. Sometimes he'd sit somewhere else, sometimes he'd just ignore me, but those few times he'd look at me...I was so bad! I was too shy to ever do anything. I was so awkward.

Then I got a boyfriend. It was stupid and I really hurt him, I still feel bad about it. But hey, what else is high school for? It was bad too because I was still so enamored with this guy! We broke up and about three months later some one brought it up in choir and BB hadn't even noticed. Then he gradded. I had to miss it for work and I was really upset. Like, I had gotten some one to cover my shift but she bailed and...yeah.

So now he lives far away and only really has a place in my angsty teenage poetry. Maybe I'll meet him again. I hope I do, I still have this image of him singing in band class, while I was taking private lessons to be able to sing in the shower. But you know, he is a great guy and he was really sweet even though I was an idiot whenever I spoke to him. I haven't gotten over him yet...it's taking longer than a summer! But hopefully it'll come.

So that's my blurb.

-Childishdemon